No Barriers, No Walls

Restriction for movement
Restricting the growth
Expectations and labels
Rules and commonalities
Moving forward yet subconscious barriers restricted movement
Learning love works its best with no barriers,  no walls
Can't put into words what we Have
See its far greater then what we Had
Which in default would seem to be something bad
Yet the world can't decipher the language our love speaks
The growth our hearts seeks
Even in those moments when the love seems weak
Barriers and walls, rises and falls
They can make or break
Yet we live, yet we love
The expanse on what was once felt restricted is surpassing all expectation
Love is patient, love conquers all
No barriers, no walls

Haiku

Sun shine through the clouds
Umbrella repelling rain
Who leads the right path

END

2010

It was the year of the end

Undergrad, it was the end

DJ Genius, it was the end

5 years of love, it was the end

The fairytale of life, it was the end

Though many times i tried to pret-end

It was the beginning to the end

Many thing i tried to compreh-end

Only to see all things come to an end

Disappointment seemed like a tr-end

Even that was coming to an end

The pieces i began to m-end

Realizing that there was no end

Residue of the past remaining on the heart

The remains leaving confusion

The residue reinfecting the scars that are trying to heal

Trying to heal so that the heart is complete to love

Love still being possible before the complete healing

But what is being used to heal the heart

The faith in God who is the essence of love

Yet the heart tries to heal from being stitched by false hopes

The stitching torn because the healing is unnatural

Natural healing is perfected by time

Time, Forgiveness, Faith, Love

The heart stands as an organ 

With the promise to always heal wiping the residue of the past

Because we live in the present

And heal stronger for the future

It's o.KAY

As a rose bud that develops in the sun
Yet withers in the shade
Grows in the rain
Full of life and pain
You grow

I've watched you develop as life threw its curves
You were fearful & uncertain
Reluctant & reserved
But then
You grew

Fulfilling thoughts in your mind
Giving God more of your time
Utilizing wisdom as nourishment
You grow

Love that seemed so far
Moments of regrets removed
Learning from each mistake because it wasn't actually a mistake
It was what you needed
You grew

Walking by faith
Knowing God has a plan, purpose &call on your life
Knowing you are the perfect creation of the most high
Knowing your position in life is one of a kind not to be duplicated nor replicated
You grow

Watching the transformation over the years
Wiping tears through the rain that only brought growth
Observing Gods work on one who just chose to believe
Even when the rain bought fear of a hurricane that could drench the rose bud that is becoming a delicate rose
I grow

I grew because I watched you
I grow because your fulfilling your plan
You grew because it was time, not a minute too late
A rose, a willing soul, a struggling heart, a promising mind
Yet all you can do is grow and its o.KAY

When you meet someone worth fighting for, you put on boxing gloves you never knew you had & the only opponent is yourself...

And It Works!!

What makes me crazy about him and what drives me crazy about him. So apparently this is my own spin on a common theory. Apparently it works. Theory being that you make a list of the bad and good in a person and which ever one out weighs the other is how you decide to keep or not keep the relationship. I actually tried this for the first time seriously and it really assisted me in sorting my thoughts. We often as people spend so much time concentrating on the negative that we forget how much positive there actually is in a person. Many times the positives in a person out weigh the negatives by so much. So my list was the positive (what makes me crazy about him) or the negatives (what drives me crazy about him). My advice to people is to give this a try if you are in a relationship or dating someone. It will remind you as well why you fell for the person whether good or bad. Now in addition the other thing to look at is what you do to help or hurt what drives you crazy about the significant other. Chances are you will come to terms with some of your faults as well. I personally am women enough to say, I know I can be difficult, tuhhh I know how my mind can make me over analyze but at the same time, life is a work in progress.You live and hopefully you learn.