Tuesday, November 29, 2011
In the Beginning...
Long awaited it finally became time that I start my blog. Writing again. How I have divorced one of my first loves only to return. BREATHLESS because I have no breathes to speak in the extent I am writing. Mz_Renegade because I've "never been afraid to say whats on my mind at any given time of day". My constant attempts to remain positive and daily struggles trying to remain faithful to God.
Why I fell out of love with writing or better yet why did i stop writing??....
Someone recently asked me that question and it then became the most difficult question to answer. I felt like Monica in Love & Basketball when Q asked her why did she stop playing ball...
I allowed the love that consumed 5 years of my life consume some of the more precious loves I had. Never did he make an attempt to know who/what i loved before, he only cared about my love for him.
I just learned only a selfless man could want to know the other loves in a woman's life and not only that but want to know why the woman loves/loved those things.
This has now become my new inspiration. The final push i needed to revert back to my roots and former love.
This time I'm on a different journey where my writing is developing, my thoughts are maturing, my tears are minimal, my faith is increasing, my joy is everlasting and I cannot allow myself to fall out of love again. My keyboard replacing the pen and pad but flowing smoothly like the ink to let these words that I have no breathe to speak be imprinted forever.
*~Live, Laugh & Love~*
Why I fell out of love with writing or better yet why did i stop writing??....
Someone recently asked me that question and it then became the most difficult question to answer. I felt like Monica in Love & Basketball when Q asked her why did she stop playing ball...
I allowed the love that consumed 5 years of my life consume some of the more precious loves I had. Never did he make an attempt to know who/what i loved before, he only cared about my love for him.
I just learned only a selfless man could want to know the other loves in a woman's life and not only that but want to know why the woman loves/loved those things.
This has now become my new inspiration. The final push i needed to revert back to my roots and former love.
This time I'm on a different journey where my writing is developing, my thoughts are maturing, my tears are minimal, my faith is increasing, my joy is everlasting and I cannot allow myself to fall out of love again. My keyboard replacing the pen and pad but flowing smoothly like the ink to let these words that I have no breathe to speak be imprinted forever.
*~Live, Laugh & Love~*
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